8.3.11

Start the Insanity!

Weight: 236.6, BMI 41.91, Wii Fit Age 33
Activities: Insanity Fit Test. My butt has been sufficiently kicked.
Food: None, yet. But I think I'll go minimal carb when I do eat.

Alright, so I totally botched my Fatty/Fattia project by not only failing to lose 100 lbs. by my 30th birthday, but I have gained like 10. I clearly haven't been serious about this since 2009, and as it is 2011, and I'm still fat and 30, it's time to get serious.

To that end, I am starting the Insanity workout today. I'm terrified. My brother bought the dvds and he's letting me use them. I am determined to do this for real. I'm also taking hydroxycut. So, this is either going to help me get skinny or make me puke. Either way, I'd rather be doing something than nothing. But I really don't want to vomit.

Later that day...

Okay, so I did the Insanity fit test, and unfit doesn't even begin to describe me. Haha. The people on the video were like "I started at only 40 reps, but now I can do 70." Well, on those same exercises I was doing like...4 reps. So maybe in 60 days, I'll be up to 7. Some of the exercises were super hard anyway, but I also felt so exhausted from the previous exercise that I was already behind when the exercise started. On the plus side, I never wanted to give up. My thought was, no matter how tired I was, I was going to do at least some of each exercise. So I couldn't last the full minute...who cares. I didn't quit, which for me is a HUGE accomplishment. So, I'm on my way to slowly embarrassing myself as I waddle through the Insanity program. that's okay. Something is better than nothing, and if I never try, I'll never improve.

So, at the moment, I feel like i'm going to skip the elliptical today since Insanity kicked my A++ and I need a shower before my book study tonight. Also, I haven't eaten today, but right now, I feel like puking, so I may fully cool down before attempting food.


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